words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
black dress black birks new tees levis jeans new skirt issey miyake tanning at sentosa
a trip to the zoo a trip to the night safari a trip to mount faber
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue nua-ing on comfy cushions
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Sunday, April 15, 2007
that time, back then
way back then while rushing for fyp this song accompanied me through.i remember feelin low and bored especially when i head to school back on saturdays that amount of sian-ness needs no description and needless to say, the dash out of studios after 5pm, feeling totally drained and and so sian.i questioned myself so-very-often..wheres that love?wheres that passion?is it right?have i done anything wrong?is it just me?or is it that hard?was it all about that paper?that cert?
if i said i didnt miss those days, i;ll be lying cozz i do.i really do miss school.i miss it so much, my eyes went teary when i visited school the other time.i miss the hustle and bustle at designers pad.i miss long walks under the blazing sun to the bookshop.i miss time alone at the library browsing through books and making a mad rush to the toilet after 5 mins. (yes, i;ve got a very bad habit--i cant stand libraries) i miss taking naps in the studio when i really cannot tahan.i really miss workshop sessions with ong, chow and lee.i miss chow for his monotone,"you know".i miss lee with his usual,"no, you see ah..."/"you want keep, you dont want throw!" and i miss chow ringing the bell and loudly exclaiming,"oi!pack up ah!pack up!" i miss walking up the stairs from fifth floor to the six floor for the com lab while kpo-ing and lookin down to see what are the yr 1s up to.theres just so much i miss about school.oh yah!and my friends too.i miss them.i miss my beloved cozz she really goes gaga almost everytime in school and that makes me proud to have her as my buddy.and i miss uncle--trying to talk sense.i miss disturbing kr while he is in the midst of doing his work.i miss alex.i miss dine.i miss my starplayer, yew--my ultimate cockster friend. (i;ll never forget abt the "filming" of our very own version of the banana milk)..and our "thinking corner" that my beloved and i have "invented"..and..
theres just so much to say.so much so i can take forever mentioning.can times like these come back again.i wont mind if it returns to haunt me.cozz i will treasure it more.i will make sure i make the best out of it..[piders, grad batch of 2006, i really heart you*note:minus the irritating bitches, otherwise, i really really do miss our times...]