the pills are killing me.eating my brain cells and making me dumb.
i seem to be pretty unaware of what i am doing nowadays, accompanied in a mystic dreamy sort of mood.my hands seem to tremble, tremble, tremble, tremble, tremble and tremble..

and i feel like a 80-yr-old ah po already!!..

tell me 3 mths will be over soon, just by winking my eye it goes..
coz i think i might eventually die from shuffling up and down.
i hate the feelin' of being so mentally + physically exhausted
and in that, "i am tired, dont bother me and play yourselves" mood.
coz i really despise teachers like that and i dont wish to be one : (
but i really cant help it sometimes..*stab me can?

p/s: dear fellow, i just bought a necklace for myself you know..its pretty! i shall post pics up when i;ve received it and yes, its through online shopping! wheeeeeeeeeee!!!btw, you have approximately 25 days more b4 you return to singapore :) and i have exactly 77 more days b4 my pathetic 3 mths is up. ok now, stab me again! :~(

and anyway, the sun in singapore is finally up! i saw the sun today+felt that warm heat! woohoo,this calls for a celebration to the beach AGAIN! *hops around like a fucking insane retard..bleah