yes, i havent been in the best of moods
i feel frustrated all the while cozz of some bitch at werk, pissing me off
no names stated here but wadsoever the reason is..
i will hang in there and endure
for the days i will be staying on at work is coming to a complete end
and hell yea, i can leave everything behind and start afresh

and yes, i am worried
i;ve never been this worried before in my life,
but i still got to admit, i am worried
i am worried about the 3rd of january.
not that i am afraid or wadsoever..or maybe i am..*ahh..
its just that i am still wondering..
what i should teach during the first lesson
and hell yea, i am starting it off as a teacher
see the picture? picture and paint it pretty puhlease...

i feel like weeping with the thought of me,
having to commit myself to something
something that i am worried might not turn out pleasant
i aint the kind you can tie me down with responsibilities
totally aint the kind that will like being bounded
bounded by restrictions
bounded by a farkin piece of paper, a contract...
oh well...

will i be happier like before? i aint sure man..
i gotta watch ahead and picture myself far
i will be happy, i suppose, somehow i will get by
i will smile my way through when days get harder to bear
i will stop and cry for some time when necessary
and eventually i will pick myself up
and stand up firmly like before...

because there aint no one there for me, except me

yes, i shall believe in me for i work wonders,

i just know it...everything will eventually pass..