voiceless and sick to the bone

yes, ades down with this friggin germ;s victory.
i am sick . i feel weak all over like some pathetic bitch
i dont have proper medication . WHY?
cozz..i dont have the time to go to the doctors.
and all thanks to that bloody jab i took . yah, my body cant take it.
and why did i have to take that jab even when i wasnt feelin too well?

BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE WANTS ME TO TAKE THE JAB ASAP

so how?
I HAVE TO LAH, EVEN WHEN I AM SICK . IF NOT KANA SAY
let me repeat, i aint scared to take jabs, i;m only afraid after the jab
cozz everytime i take a jab, i fall ill..EVEN MY MAMA KNOWS THAT!
and since i;ve taken the jab, THEY WILL SHUT UP AND WATCH ME FALL ILL and what?
POKE FUN + TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME WHEN I AM ILL..
now..whatever, i cant be bothered, i aint that petty sort but i just feel pathetic.

the thing is..i feel sick, drowsy and in a daze most of the time . and yes, i break out in cold sweat most of the time and who knows if i;ll just go up to the last floor of my flat and leap off..i really feel like dying, @ tis moment

and happily, my group handed in the math assignment w/o my part.
call that stupidity intelligence eh?
they screwed it up BIG TIME and left me STRANDED.
fark that bloody whore, honestly, you make me change the impression i had on you
pls go fark yourself or something . u left me feelin' all disgusted//

and for my attachment, pls dont ask . if you wanna help,
just stab me a few times :: it will perhapes do me good...


a tribute,to the only thing/medication that keeps me going..
nin jiom herbal candy (original), i heart you

ade:s @ Saturday, November 18, 2006