i am sick

yesterday i was so stressed up at my practicum centre for my darn learning centre, my head was spinning round in cicles, i felt like i was goin to faint.i managed to get home in one piece (thank god) and by 8pm, i felt so sick i went to bed shivering even when i had my blankee covered all the way til my neck and the aircon off.honestly, i;ve never felt so weak, and seriously, i felt like i was goin to die.it was so tormenting.morning came and i was back to my practicum centre and i felt my head throbbing real bad--like a ghost using drumsticks and hitting them against my head.killer!and til now, i still feel a lil goggy.

i hate school, why cant you peeps have a lil human sympathy?

at this point of time, i suddenly realise i dont wanna be a part of the lesson plans, i dont want to be yelling at kids 24/7 telling them this cannot be done or that is incorrect or improper, i dont wanna be changing diapers or washing asses, i dont want to be left in an empty room--all alone doin up some dumb learning centre. all i want is some time away from all the screams and cries of children.
i need a break to sort things out..

:: how can i find the correct words to express my feelings? ::

ade:s @ Tuesday, November 14, 2006