the bottled-up feelingsometimes i wished it was much easier to find a corner and cry
cry out
loudcry
for just one momentcry to
my heart's contentespecially when everything around seem to go the wrong way
and life no longer has meaning
all i can do is watch and stare as life passes me by
i hate my life
i hate it so much i hope i;ll be rescued, somehow
but i know it aint possible
and i gotta do it alone, myself
i will have to pick myself up from all the mess
and start all over again
i hope to make it through this tough period lying ahead
especially when its much harder now,
for my heart;s yearning to die
ade:s @ Thursday, November 02, 2006