still aint ready to let it gosomehow, still overwhelmed by emotions.for now, it seem like everything is still the same.a part of me wants this to be over and done with.but another part of me just hope that everything will be back to where it was.
i suppose i cant get over the fact that she wont be around.that she will no longer call me on the phone.that i will no longer hear her speak.that i will no longer see her wide smile.thats why i still feel her presence.
bring her to a better place lord.
rest in peace...
ade:s @ Sunday, October 15, 2006