a d e : s
the two-zero
issey miyake love
sweetdreams love
words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
a trip to the zoo
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue
mates
cousiee cia <3
andrew yap
andrew
baohui
catherine
chang tat
charmaine
cow
cyber cybertai
derek tudee
fabius
farah
haja
huiling
janson
japo jasmine
justin hohoho
justin jr
justin didi
moreartspace
peiling
steve
ken
lovely lulu
melvin
peow
ray
samantha
shai
shawn
tannia
victor
wazzy
xian zhi
zheng wei
zipedee zisky
Notion
for you
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Saturday, October 07, 2006
behind it all lies me,
a me you thought you knew..
the fears of loved ones gone
meant so much, i would weep myself to bed
why cant nice people live longer?
why do they happen to leave this face of the earth that early?
why cant god take them later?
how will this place be a better place, to me, without their existence?
dear god,
can you give me back everything that once seem so perfect?
when i was way younger, and they were much healthier?
please help grand aunt thru the night
especially when doctors say the same old thing:
"i;m sorry, i think she wont make it thru the night.."
cozz its making me darn sick already...
please make things easier for me lord,
either take her away with you to paradise or
grant her a miracle, make her well again
at least, i know how i should feel or react
for now, i am still left in utter shock...
*hospital visits ultimately suck
for its makes me recall how they took away grandpa's life--
though it happened more than a decade ago,
it felt like yesterday grandpa left..
i suppose, i;ll have to go thru this "hospital-then-byebye" ordeal
again and again and again...
ade:s @ Saturday, October 07, 2006