super suay

*sighs.my stomach is giving me problems again.i dunno wads wrong with it.when i eat, it hurts.when i dont eat, it will still hurt.i think my stomach is showing signs of distress.i think it is running havoc and going on strikes!freakin irritating :( and at werk today.i fell.yes, you bet.i felt like i did a 360 degrees swirl and the next thing i know, i was down on the floor on fours.damn it.it was god-damn embarrassing i tell you.its either : my stomach is hating me OR i am too tired OR my legs are having cramps and aches OR my shoes are simply too slippery and not slip proof OR all of the above.but i assume, its all of the above--judging from the way i ran about today.i felt completely insane and my hair was like woohah/..#!@$^%^& nb.cb freak lah..i so wanna cut it ok..mainly cozz i hate the idea of tying my hair for werk everytime and the other is..long hair like troublesome ah . it gets on my nerve sometimes esp when i am bz and frustrated with me--i so wanna rip my hair out of my scalp.

enough of complains.tomorrow will be a brand new day though i know i will be stung with tons of blue-blacks accumulated from work and that friggin fall but i shall anticipate the new day with open arms.though i know mornings will be like life on a battlefield with a fierce battle dashing for thy attachment.what do you expect when i;m physically exhausted and i;m depending on my will power to hang in there?i will survive it somehow . why? cozz i am me . and i know me best..

yayaya..my legs are fat . wadever . i dont care
look at my poor legs : ill-treated and stained with blue blacks *sighs
how will i ever get married like that..AI YOH!



ade:s @ Monday, September 18, 2006