jaw dropping . bone breaking . milo smelling

today was just utterly atrocious.sleepy sessions in school and as expected, i slept thru the dyslexia part during special needs class.and this comes to the bizarre part: i am so unlucky.i spilled my milo+oatmeal like twice can.and i am feelin so farkin frustrated esp when ppl farking knock into you and utter a few sorrys and walk away without guilt.fark you bitch.firstly, u were blind enough to knock into me just because you are in some mad rush for whatever reason, i farkin dont care.but the least that you can do is get me tissue.and the second time i spilt it was cozz..oh nvm.and my jacket is like stained with milo.and all thanks to chewy + jasmine, making me feel much "better", for exclaiming out loud i smelt like milo."THANKS AH"..and i think i smelt like puke is more like it.it was just some unlucky bad day.jinx.

and i;ve been feelin so omfgawd frustrated with myself and people around me.first thing first, they never give me a chance to complete my sentences and then jump into conclusions.second, they dont farkin understand what i am trying to put across, aint sure is it cozz they didnt concentrate, take me for a dummy parrot that keeps repeating or wadever.thirdly, people who try to irritate.its bad enough when i am frustrated with myself.let alone being pestered.ok.i am done for the tonight.and i feel way much better after blah-ing.this weekend will be an absolute hectic one for sure.i;ve got to share it equally out with a few people.i aint sure how i can split up into so many halves to meet them up(cozz i am werkin from next week onwards and time is a huge obstacle) but i will manage it somehow i suppose.

*heres me speaking like a wonderwoman but to hell with that thought . baby just shoot me -- let me bleed to death now...

and after yesterday;s idol rock week . i realised hady can friggin sing and boy he have such strong vocals! and boy is he doin' well...thats him with another one of my favourites..hail jon + hady!



ade:s @ Thursday, August 17, 2006