i dont wanna know . i just wanna breathe

piles hitting up high.i;ve started to move on.dwell on something and i;ll live in the past forever.work keeps me occupied.the power of work.when it stresses me up to the brim.hell yes, i feel stressed sometimes--the need to catch up on sleep, the time-out space for myself.but for now, these two should matter no more.its time to get lost in the world outside.far far away from thy comfort zone.to get suck in by the currents and go with the rapid flow.and i live, uhuh, i;m living as though tomorrow never comes.that today will be thy very last.

i live one life and only once.and nothing lasts forever.not even love, friendships, or any other means.because i;ve gone thru it all like--forever.there aint no such thing as eternity.and i am now totally convinced that when the tough gets going, no one will stick by you through thick and thin or that unpredictable ups and downs.anyone who claims/stand by that belief, i will ultimately consider that as complete bullshit and empty promises of yesteryears.

*and only i, alone, can make myself a happier person..with no other

ade:s @ Monday, August 21, 2006