weekend ends

there we go.the weekends are gone.uhuh.you bet.gone in the wind.just like that.ohman.crappy.and no.ade aint dreading school.wrong wrong wrong/its just the process.get it?

the thot of waking up early and rushing for bus 70.grabbing a sit.(not too bad now i;ve got my trustee mp3 player + the choice of all my lovely songs that make me feel good)then doze off til somewhere in shenton way then get ready to alight.and be "greeted" by PRCs in the lifts with bad breaths + saliva splirting out from between their teeth *irrkss..and then sit there in class thru dry lectures.and trying best to stay awake during the long and mono lectures and feel all afresh during class discussions when ideas just start flowing thru thy blood.scramble out during breaks to the loo for solace.then wait patiently for lunch.then eat my usual--2 slices of wholemeal bread with ham.gaze as ppl eat other more yummy food.(*dear cindy and shirley, i am soon gonna follow you peeps footsteps, oatmeal + hot water for lunch..*its all about the weight-losing crap.)

i gotta be determined tis time.uhuh..1 mth is all it takes.if i lose 2kg, then its worth carrying on.if i dont lose 2 kg.then to hell with the damn diet. *crosses fingers it works . i dont wanna go thru crap and lose nuts.yes.i will be determined.i can i can i can I CAN!

anyway its time for dinner now.savour all the yummys and when 1st august begins.the hell month begins..and no.i wont give up.i can.i will.i can.i will.its all about the mind.i will psycho me well :)


the before + after proudly done by lovely *ade
nothing beats self indulgence . i love me (:
if you dont like me, your problem ah *rolls eyes lalala

ade:s @ Sunday, July 30, 2006