drop dead

the lecturers seem pretty hard on us this month.tons of piling deadlines to meet.i am like in a complete internal turmoil.a part of me wants to get this week over and done with so the weekends will soon pour in and i;ll be able to be happy all over again+of course, what more then ample sleep?another part of me hope that this week will never end that soon.WHY?simple.cozz if tis week ends, it meant a day closer to my deadline.uhuh.monday;s dot;s deadline.yes, monday!24th july 2006.hell shit.can you imagine just how bad it is.i dont even know wad the fuck she wans from us.she is forever, i emphasize on the word again: FOREVER demanding.*sighs.i;m just afraid wadever i;ve come up for my lesson plan is crap to her.then, i can very well kiss goodbye to my grades and fail with zipedee colours and absolutely, forget about making it for her subject.

i am so exhausted already.i can so feel my body breaking down.*sighs.i am almost braindead after each day.and no, dont attempt to make me say my full name or write it out cozz..i just cant seem to think.oh man..when will better days come my way?i so wanna finish it all up but i know, i dont wanna do it with such ignorance.i wanna complete my work with pure certainty and for sure, with full effort.in short:not just do for the sake of doing but learn something from the process.for the end product is just for show.the process and the understanding and the ability to apply this learnt knowledge is all thats essential.

I LOVE ME // I LOVE YOU // AND I LOVE SCHOOL (:

**oh yah . we did experiments today!

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ade:s @ Tuesday, July 18, 2006