a d e : s
the two-zero
issey miyake love
sweetdreams love
words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
a trip to the zoo
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue
mates
cousiee cia <3
andrew yap
andrew
baohui
catherine
chang tat
charmaine
cow
cyber cybertai
derek tudee
fabius
farah
haja
huiling
janson
japo jasmine
justin hohoho
justin jr
justin didi
moreartspace
peiling
steve
ken
lovely lulu
melvin
peow
ray
samantha
shai
shawn
tannia
victor
wazzy
xian zhi
zheng wei
zipedee zisky
Notion
for you
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Friday, June 09, 2006
a total wreck
this week is like hell.it just went like that.sucky.i feel lousy already.
mon went by in school.
tues was graduation+night out with kr and tudee and frens
wed was to school for test and kbox with justin, maggie, huiling + andrew
thur was to school
fri (today) supposingly, i was SUPPOSED to be at home asleep but no, NO. i was out for a group assignment and meeting.
fucking hell.i am like drained already.i can practically die now.my neck is feelin so stiff.my shoulders feel so tensed.my back hurts like mad.my eyesight is like foggy.and at nights i hardly sleep well without dreaming about me studying or doing my projects.fucking hell.anyone has any idea how fucking stressed i am?all you fucking people think i like relax.everytime camwhore and play.have you got any idea how fucking tired i am.anyone has any idea how fucking frustrated i am when i cant seem to remember any theories and when the fucking assignments seem to pile up.and when the fucking holidays are still a long way.and even if we had the fucking holidays, we still have the countless fucking assignments to do,fuck.fuck.fuck.just..fuck.and people around me sometimes tend to fucking irritate me, when i;m already fucking irritated by my inability to work harder.can you people please fucking leave me alone and let me do my stuff in peace?let me fucking die alone if i have to.dont fucking bother about me.
i am like super depressed i suppose.hence this fucking attitude of mine.honestly, i apologise.but then again.after all the unhealthy expressions of mine.i;m feelin a wee lot better (:
and then again, my mates are slowly going in to ns and boy..i;ll prolly miss their company.but matters not.for now, i;ll keep myself busy with me and of course to calm my irregular impatient attitude.i know its unhealthy.i;ll be better off left alone for now to calm down and breathe.maybe some sleep will do me good too :)
thats us . without sam *sighs . shes always bz lah..
ade:s @ Friday, June 09, 2006