words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
black dress black birks new tees levis jeans new skirt issey miyake tanning at sentosa
a trip to the zoo a trip to the night safari a trip to mount faber
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue nua-ing on comfy cushions
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Saturday, April 15, 2006
commitments made me sick
today wasnt the prettiest of all.it actually sucked big time. and i need a break off it. i need a break off everything.puhlease send me on a plane to ibiza or to the carribean or to africa or egypt..just far far far far away from this place..puhlease.if only mum+dad had allowed.then i;ll be way getting ready to get to america with andrew.oh man.it just sucked big time.when can i leave singapore and go on a vacation? WHEN? i am farkin broke and i need a holiday.can someone puhlease sponsor me?oh man..for goodness sake, crying out loud!give me a break!i am desperate for one at this point of time.so much so i am pulling my hair strand by strand out of my scalp! too much happening over such a short time. way too too too too much!
met janson in the nel train while on my wy to clarke quay. he says i "fafu" le.damn.fark man.i am gonna starve myself from now on.starve myself til the very last bit of time.hai yoh.his words just made me down ah.*sighs.. and on my way back from clarke quay, met madeline in the train.yakked non-stop, as per usual.ohwell..i miss school.i miss school.can i not work?can you let my study forever and ever and ever..can you?can you?can you?
i am craving for a well-deserve break.can you not push me.can all of you stop asking me that dumb "what are you going to do next" question? COZZ I DONT KNOW.I REALLY DONT. AND I FARKIN HATE IT WHEN YOU PPL ASK ME QUESTIONS I HAVE FREAKIN PROBLEMS ANSWERING IT. BACK OFF.MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.GIVE ME SOME SPACE. I CANT BREATHE.AND ANOTHER WORD FROM ALL YOUR MORONIC ASS-FILLED MOUTHS, I AM GONNA SUFFOCATE SO BADLY, I;LL TRY TO SLIT YOUR THROATS BEFORE I BURST.. SO SHUT THE FARK UP!!!!!! *alright . i feel a wee bit better now :)