i might be dying.sucks.i cant seem to have enough sleep.i might collapse from lack of sleep but i really dont have the time anymore.and at nights, i can hardly sleep without dreams.i dream of my lecturers, me doing work on various parts of my project, me sketching, me at some temple cozz i dreamt my lecturer brought me there to see some lady who will tell me whether my design product will be sellable, me in front of the com and etc..mommy even told me i was talkin in my sleep last night.how i was exclaiming loudly,"stupid, stupid, stupid.." (well i really dont remember having to scold anyone in my dream..) oh well..

i think yting has already given up.tried callin her a couple of times hoping she'll pick up but nah..she didnt.was hoping to encourage her.to give it a shot instead of just plainly giving it up and taking major next semester.*sighs
its been the common topic man.common.every one i meet in school, as long as he/she is a third year student, we all have a common question for one another.."how's ur major?"
man..sucks.the thought of major sucks.sucks.just suck so much.

pauline--fashion student, she was telling me, she hope she'll just faint and then be sent to hospital so she can be deferred from major for a year and she can have all the rest of a year and start afresh.
salman--interactive media des student, was telling me he cannot make it.that he's lecturers were saying just what our lecturers are telling us."we will fail half the class if you fail to meet our standards"..this will only mean that our whole cohort, irregardless of which course within design school are all gonna meet again next semester.
derrick--visual com des student, was telling me he just anyhow whack.if anything cock up, then that will be it..another semester back in school.

it seem like not only our piders are feelin low.the rest from other design courses are just so in bad shape too.oh..sucks man.damn system.damn FAST system.i dont understand, why should we be put in a situation/system where we are forced to be a jack of all trades?and the best part is..we are doin poor in our main course.fark man.fark.just what the fark.who the fark implemented this "magnificiant" system?

ade:s @ Thursday, January 26, 2006