i must be getting old.too absent-minded.everytime i want to tell someone something, i tend to forget all about it the minute i see them.wad the hell is wrong with me?and the more i sleep, the more lethargic i feel.the lesser sleep, the more awake i am.fark man.fark fark fark.i havent been bloggin for a week.boy am i stressed out.screwed.damn screwed.everyone in class is down.morale damn low.our passion dipped below minus zero.damn.how to tahan for another 2 mths?aiyoh.so wanna give up and say, "i'm sick of doing things for the sake of doing them.can i take a break and come back later?cozz i'm the sort that will only excel with no pressure.ok..a lil stress drives me actually."*ah contridictin again..

my research is like..books + net.net + books.i did check out the SPCA.took pics.for wad?i oso dont know how it will be of use.but the trip down somewhat gave me a boost to wanna help those pitiful animals.i know i wont possibly make a huge huge huge difference.but at least, i am attempting to help them in my teeny weeny bitsy way.effortless it may seem but i;ll do what i can.for sure, my major project's target audience is zoomed into dogs.but the design product?i still dont know.and thats the big problem cozz interim crit is in 2 weeks time.and i havent started on my sketches!i am so gonna be fried.oh my goodness!i am so so so so so so so gonna die.and everyone in my batch is going to hell with me.every single one of us.to hell for being slow and lazy and ineffective and making the lecturers worried.

alright.the clock is ticking away.time is wasted in some way.but i dont wanna care cozz i am so gonna die..yeah..so gonna die for not coming out with sketches--but if i haf no idea up my head how to start sketching?tell me.tell me.oh please tell me.no inspiration.how to sketch.sketch what?just what am i gonna start off with?*sighs

ade:s @ Friday, December 02, 2005