words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
black dress black birks new tees levis jeans new skirt issey miyake tanning at sentosa
a trip to the zoo a trip to the night safari a trip to mount faber
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue nua-ing on comfy cushions
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Monday, November 07, 2005
why is it that this happens when i least expect it?
why is it that being on msn w/o seeing your nick online makes me feel uneasy.
why is it that you include a "you" in your nick? it drives me mad to know who you are refering 2.
why is it that when you;re on online, you are always "away". it makes me feel like puking.
why is it that my cheeks feel hot when i walk away from you?
why is it that i wait patiently for my handphone to beep and hoping its you?
why is it that i can never seem to erase the messages you sent?
why is it that in times like these, i feel dizzy and sick?
the questions that make me feel drowsy and exhausted. stupid dumb questions that need serious answers. answers that i often turn away from. no.i aint in love.no..it cant be. dont tell me all about love like you know it all. i dont wish to be in love.
after wednesday, i assure myself. these questions will all be shuffed in a box. stored away in some dusty corner of my shallow pea-brain. no time for more dumb questions to ponder over. instead.more thinking for my assignments. but for now.let me occupy myself with you. just you in my thoughts...