today was a rough day.not a good day.bad bad day.oversleptwas one thing.late for meeting with kelvin.and made suchew wait for me too cozz i had another meeting with her.sucks.i hate being late especially when i meet kelvin or suchew.i dunno why.but being late is like being sentenced to life imprisonment.alright..but meeting was fine ah.i feel much organised and more worried after that session--knowing there aint no time to waste for the publishing side.

bad day.a really bad day.
funny, funny how when i dont dye my hair, people think i'm in secondary school.once, worst, my mommy's fren actually asked whether i finished PSLE and how i felt about the paper.wad the fark.tell me wad the fark..PRIMARY 6? hello..oei i am turning 20..

and now, when my hair is all coloured, i was misunderstod all over again.a nice lady from the photocopy shop thought i was a teacher.never mind about that cozz she was really nice..forgiven.then i went down to the supermarket to get bread.and guess wad?the cashier ah soh actually called me auntie.and when the nice auntie packer corrected her, saying i was a xiao jie, she cant even be bothered to look at me.look at her nails.ah..freakin nails..u think nice.wait i shuff your fingers into that ass of yours, then that time you see i call you auntie or you call me auntie.
oh man..simply horrendous!man..
daddy heard my complains and said, " if she calls you that one more time, dont give chance.ask her where are her eyes placed?ask her open her eyes real big.."yeah..certainly will.and i'll poke straight thru her fishy watery eyeballs.*no hesitation..

alright.enough of complains.publishing side is slower now.i mean everyones busy.so i cant expect much too--i know and i understand their situation cozz afterall we are on the same boat.but i believe if we work together, hand-in-hand, and carry out all the execution of the dates, everything will be perfect.i have no time to wait for people already.give me now or never.i gotta be quick and firm in my decision.*sighs..i try ah.i tend to get soft ah.pity ppl too much.yah..
like wad mommy often claims, " you pity ppl then who will pity you?"

ah fark lah..i really dunno ah.i so fan now..mommy and daddy are planning to go to the philippines in december when bro's done wit his o'levels.but how to leave like dat?kai ren say better not.i want to go ah.but i know i'll somehow worry about my major.
ai yah..so fan..fan fan fan..

ade:s @ Saturday, November 12, 2005