switched off the tv.decided to head on to bed but the thought of not bloggin today feels odd.aint sure why.but whatever it is..

the day started off really gloomy and lazy.didnt felt like leaving home at all but i had to.i needed to get my hair snipped off.i can no longer stand it.i hate the feeling of having long hair.dont ask me why.but for sure, i dont like it.added on some color too.i dont really like it tho.kinda make me look like the lion in the zoo.i wanted green but there wasnt any of these funky colors at the salon.i wanted red.but the dresser said red aint nice and then she settled for my current colour.i dont like it.honestly.my frens say it looks ok.but i hate it.ok.i gotta live thru 1 mth with this disgusting color and there will be a change.no no no.not will be.its a MUST.i dont care.i really hate the color now...*pulls my hair

i spent the rest of the evening at nooch filling my hungry tummy with a huge bowl of udong with sliced sirloin beef.and a yummy cup of peach + orange smoothie.woohoo..it was so great..brain-freeze. : )
and after the yummy dinner, i bought a small green plastic-like pouch.i needed it.it was my "wallet".afterall.i needed a change.i need something new to spoil and make myself happy.and it was really cute.it was green and had animals on it.a giraffe, an eleph, a parrot, a monkey, a snake and most importantly, a zebra.ade adores zebras.and looking at the pouch just makes me really happy.at least it substitutes my urge to go to the zoo--but, aint no body was seriously interested or free to go.and i practically gave up hope asking people to come along.*sighs.i shall go there one day.perhapes i should just celebrate my 21st bday there.hah..mum will certainly go mad if i do.honestly.i think she;ll hate it cozz it stinks like mad.

anyway.i bought 2 tees.2 tees to really spoil myself and make-up for the coming of a whole new, ugly, last semester of school.(oh man . just dont remind me about it)
oh yah.recently, i have this obsession for jumper suits.in shorts or in long pants.i adore them.maybe..i just wanna get all ready to live by the farm in australia after the end of this coming semester.(the semester barely started and i;ve actually planned what i;m gonna do straight after graduation)yah..by then, i need a decent holiday.a place i can really call a holiday.i wanna stay by the farm.i wanna wake up with duties and interaction with animals.collect chix egg (lets forget that bird flu exists.for once puhlease?) feed the sheeps in milk bottles, squeeze out milk from the cow's udder and...

well, i shouldnt take a diploma in design.i should have took some course that has got to do with the zoo.then at least i can interact with the stinking but adorable animals everyday.and scrub the monkey's back.scrub the elephants huge feet.cuddle the lil baby tiger.so fun..why wont anyone see the joy of just simply going to the zoo--like how i look at it?why is it that everyone thinks that going to the zoo is dumb or simply childish?why do they think its only for kids?why cant they look at it from another perspective?have you even asked yourself, when was the last time you went to the zoo?the zoos a fun and interesting, educational place.if i had my own kids.i'd love to bring them there every weekend.but too bad, currently, my parents have no time for it and going to a place like the zoo will seem pointless to them.*sighs..i'd love to go to the zoo someday.with a group of friends who adore the zoo like how i do.. :-)

**i wont be home for the night.i;m spending the night out with alicia+cynthia.by the sea breeze.with the sky all lit-up with stars.just swinging in the trustee hammock and staring out at the dark peaceful sea.just looking, thinking and wishing...

i love this pic of me . no reasons why . i just love it . thanks yting

ade:s @ Saturday, November 05, 2005