just got home an hour or so.was out attending teddy's grandpa's wake.met up with quite a few ppl.cheng you, cheryll, may lin + zishan.nice to see them.nice to hear them speak.nice to know we are still in pretty good terms.a lil more sharing on our past while in sec skool.i adore the years then--frankly.i do.tho many a times i got into awkward situations and what not to believe, fights over countless arguments.honestly, to think about it, i wasnt a very good girl while in school.not too much on the extreme.just a useless prefect who help people with their stuff.hiding of cigrettes, hiding of handphones, secretly opening the gate to allow late-comers in, somehow always thinking of ways to break the school rules, with hopes of getting kicked out of the prefectorial board.(in the end, i quit the board myself.can no longer stand that woman..that bitch..who's now happily married to some bald ang moh ah pek)

oh man.i;m feelin pretty bored now.fridays are such ugly days.clubbing and staying out til late should be the right thing to do now, at the age of 19 going on 20.but well..it aint on my list.aint part of my life at all.damn..wads wrong with me man?i sound hopelessly abnormal.maybe i;m just different.to some extent, i am different.dont like crowds.dont like blaring music.dont like beer.dont like smoking.dont like midnight charges when i get home in cabs.dont like going home alone.dont like taking lifts alone.dont like.dont like.dont like.i just dont like.*sighs

yuan's dropping by Singapore from the States.my oh my.how i miss him.a great great buddy of mine.lets meet-up and eat.i need time-off my hectic schedule.lets hang out at some starbucks outlet.me sipping my green tea frap and you..with you favourite.we'll chat til the stars disappear.bring ronald back to singapore too if you can.please kindly do.allow me to spend more time with him.then..in no time, i'll be able to migrate to the US and marry him.hah..lol..i sound so super thick-skinned and super desperate!
*blushes and shakes her head

i so miss alicia + cynthia now.they're off to LA yesterday.9am flight.how "nice" of alicia to tell me she's off..damn!i hate you alicia!while in the midst of all my work, you actually told me you're off to LA.and you left me all alone in rainy-sunny (unpredictable-weathered) singapore.*heart breaks.dont speak to me..no.i dont wanna hear the words coming out..no! zip zip zip..zip it all up!

oh ken..where are you?i so need to tell you so many things.i just wanna let you know all about the sneaker book i bought.all about school.all about my work, on what benny said about my concept idea.share with you what i;ve done for the week and hear wad you did for the week while in camp too.oh my, every chat session with you makes me a happy girl : ) and you never fail to listen.which is good.listening to me talk is very good.hah..yeah..thanx man.

.ade really really really appreciate ken's time.

ade:s @ Saturday, November 19, 2005