aint feeling too good.my body feels numb.my brain feels all wrecked--no, i havent been munching on rum+raisins for a long long time, thus, dont blame it on rum+raisins for my headaches.forehead feels feverish.my lips are burning.my fingers and toes are often chilly.i might be falling ill--maybe i'm just too sensitive.maybe it's just plainly due to the weather now, when its rainy and cold.but whatever it is.i still feel a lil sick.my backbone hurts.it's been quite awhile since it hurt.for those who are unaware, my back aches only when i'm stressed.stressed to a certain extent.*sighs.i dont think i;m workin hard enough, seriously.cozz the publishin part is like..held back and cocked up, for some reasons.i just hope we'll settle down with the layouts once and for all when the class have voted on it.i dont wish to face the music and be the prime victim to be mercilously stabbed.

anyway, this whole afternoon was spent in the design space.was busy doing up and getting all ready for the exhibition on japan.yeah we're suppose to share the experience with the whole friggin school!alright..mixed feelings about that.somehow excited.somehow cant be bothered.aint sure why too.but anyway..lets not dampen the mood of the others. : ) i bet everything will go smoothly for the exhibition.tho its not totally done up yet, i'm just proud of us.just the 6 of us.staying til 10+ in school today.so few yet so productive.i love people who does work!hah..

alright.i think it;s just about time for me to get going.gotta complete an essay on "what was i most amazed while in Japan.".oh god, it sounds like some english composition.*yucks.and after which, the rest of tomorrow will be devoted mainly to my major.i gotta come out with a clearer and "cleaner" design brief, so benny will smile. : ) yeah.and my life will be much better off cozz at least, i'll have a clearer perspective on my major and certainly, be all ready to consult the other lecturers.here i come, my wonder lecturers..get all ready and wacky, here comes ade!!!

**p.s : anyone knows where i can get the wine "mascato" of year 2003 by "brown brothers"?i've been searching it for a year now.i so adore that drink.i took a sip of it and fell completely head over heels with it.mommy+daddy adores it too.if someone so happen to see it, can you kindly inform me.i wanna get a few bottles of them.so i can stock them and drink them when i feel like it..*yeah right..

ade:s @ Tuesday, November 22, 2005