its past 1am now and i just got home.i:m bloody exhausted to the max but still going strong.today was a rather fine day.i met up wit 2 sec skool pals of mine.its funny how we used to be so close when we were in lower sec and then we slowly drifted away from each other eversince sec 2.but the meet-up today wasnt a wee bit awkward.the feeling was still as close as ever.i enjoyed their company.i somehow feel entertained by their stories.one from a civil defence side and the other from an army driver's side.its odd how most of the time i dont understand their terms but still, i felt great.i guess its been a long time since i;m being entertained by stories from someone else cozz most of the time i do the talking.it was definitely great to hear stories from someone else.

we also talked about the times when we were still prefects.how we were selected and made to be "picked" while in the prefectorial board--you see, we didnt want to be in the board.we tried to reject the prefectorial offer but it was totally impossible cozz it was thru the teachers recommendation and crap.we were bad, i must admit.we never did out duty.hardly even button up when wit our prefects tie.we did sloppy jobs.i remembered not turning up for any meetings and many many more.it was totally a waste of time.i hated being one cozz i was always surrounded wit this invisible beam that clearly states, "you are a prefect and you got to set a good example for all the other students.no trimming of skirts, no long hair, no huge studded earrings, button up when with a tie on, no this, no that." and i was like wtf, i am a person, i have my own way of thinking.you cant rule me with crap rules like these.rules are never meant to be followed.rules are meant to be broken and i just adore doin that.oh yah, they also chat about how there were numerous sec skool fights.those that occur in my class as well as those that they stood up for when i was bullied.it was great just talking about days like those.but well, look how we:ve grown, how all of us have turned out to be.its scary how 3 yrs have past eversince we graduated from out sec skool.i miss those memories badly.if i w given a chance to turn back time, i:d never wanna change anything.not even a wee bit.cozz amidst all the unpleasant problems i faced in sec skool made me grow to wad i am today and among all these ugly situations, there are very pretty ones too.those that will accompany me til my very last breathe.i adore friends who treat me like old friends, never afraid to blah and definitely, as warm as they were..you people meant everything to me and i:ve never regretted a sec wot you peeps.i love you guys..

ade:s @ Saturday, October 08, 2005