i think this is the worst experience of my life.i lost my wallet.my dear wallet.when deadlines are coming close and all my stuff in my thumbdrive, all gone, with my wallet.damn.i hate myself i really hate myself.initially, i was still considering whether to take a cab or not back home.if only i didn't, things would not have turn out this way.i just hope the taxi driver of comfort cab 6167 will return it back to the office on mon.i really hope.oh mother of perpetual help please help me.i need my thumbdrive back.i really need it.it means so much to me.i can lost anything in the world, let alone my money but not my thumbdrive and my handphone. (lucky thing my hp was with me.if not i'll jump off a building.i really will) i'm still depressed now, still mourning the loss of my thumbdrive.i might seem strong enough to handle my lost files but from inside, i've already broke down and am seriously hating myself to not go all out to retrieve my wallet back.i should have tried to stop the cab even tho it was on a busy sign.i should have just stood in front of the cab and risk my life to stop the cab (like what we often see in tv dramas).if i could replay it, i would do that.i would guide my wallet+thumbdrive with my life.i'd rather die.i so regret now.i should have done that.i really should have.i should have took that risk.at least i might still be able to find it.and now, without it, i just feel like dying.i feel like i've already died.am so dead.


oh please let me get back my wallet.i promise never to take a cab again.i promise i really promise.i'll promise never to waste money to take a cab again if i get my wallet+thumbdrive back.i'll just do anything just to get my thumbdrive back.it holds too much information and memories.oh god, please help me this once.

ade:s @ Saturday, July 09, 2005