alright, decided to blog before i begin my p3.aint sure why but i like coming back home to an empty home when bro's not around to snatch the precious use of the com from me.dad will not blast the television volume cozz he seems to have some hearing problem.and of course, mum will not nag at me non-stop for not packing my atrocious, beyond hope, messy room and all craps.an empty home makes me feel so peaceful.that i can do anything and almost everything.but of course, it also lulls me to bed cozz i feel all so quiet and sleepy.muuahahahha..but one thing for sure, i miss homecooked food!dad has been busy and mum's just as busy.haven't really eaten much homecooked food.i missed it.i really envy those frens of mine who return home after a day of school and a hot plate of yummy homecooked food awaits them.i love that feeling.that taste of perfection.dad's cooking is always the best.forget about mum and her heat-up canned food.i prefer dad's curry chicken, fried rice, claypot rice, my fav oyster sauced kai lan, nasi lemak, steamed tofu + peas + onions, chilli prawns + onions, cabbage + light sauce, cauliflower + broccoli + green peppers, sambal chicken, bee hoon soup (woohoo...dad's best), prawn noodle...ahh...i'm feelin all hungry now!and of course, i miss grandma's best soup--ma ta kuching + quail eggs (always eaten during chinese new year).and second aunt's kelua + beef.woohoo...saliva overflowing man..


if only i could eat them all for my daily meals.i'm just so sick of eating out 24/7.i wanna eat some yummy stuff.food that is cooked with love and effort.i appreciate that.seriously, i really do.hhhmmmm..alright enuff of all that craps, i'm feelin hungry now.gotta go grab a bowl of instant noodles + add hot water + wait for 2 mins before i can dig in to that yucky bowl of waxed noodle with high MSG content crap.*sighs...


p3.p3.p3.you are bloody irritating me and i feel so choked up.my sketches look like fark when i draw them on A2 papers.i see it and i feel disgusted by it.my goodness...i need help in drawing.help me..oh michelangelo!please save your dying unofficial disciple...

ade:s @ Tuesday, July 05, 2005