things get better over time.sometimes it does heal.at today's crematorium.it was a horrible experience but ive got over it.ive finally come to terms with it now.she gone.gone forever.no more loud shouts and laughter during new year sessions.no more.bless her father.lead her into your holy kingdom.rest in peace.


alright.enuff of all these.dun wanna talk too much abt it.its over now.and yup.its time to pull myself up and get goin!hhhmmm...work is definitely a lil better.kwan hon may and boss is in milan, paris.and im left all alone here in park mall, singapore.i now werk for livings and resort.ive learn to answer calls.use that bloody lousy fone.and yup.i appreciate workin wit erricson and helping him wrap his fren;s bday gift--like that of a robot with all the spare screws and all.ivy is great.love her to bits.shes a bitch at time but i love her and yup.shes my lunch kaki!joe is finally back from taiwan.woohoo.i missed her so much!haha.she had such a fun time meeting her future mother in law.and as for haslee, poor him.hes such a lobster!hes baked under the sun cozz we;re havin a resort exhibition in sentosa and yup.he had to stay there.and as foe ellen.hhmmmm sometimes i really hate her cozz i tok to her and she doesnt respond but as time passes i know i;ll grow to like her.


in my world, there aint no hate unless...u do something stupid and make urself look ugly and cause me to dislike and ah!that is when i consider HATE!mmuuahahhaha..i;m sucha freakin marter farkin bitch.but yup.i;m lovin it.if you cant love me for me.so be it.just dont block my view man.i wun make u love or like me.im not that sort.i wun change for anything or anyone.i love me for me--get that straight arseholes! *evil luff


*allow me people.allow me to smile and break out loose for my search of that stain of perfect insanity. * a d e : s insanity.

ade:s @ Sunday, April 17, 2005