"so do you like her?" she asked.


"it has nothing to do with you.but i dont like her.how about you and him?you like him dont you?he cared so much for you?"he replied.


"ive told you many times,i dont and even if he treats me good i wont like him.its impossible between us.you know that dont you?"she tried to defend herself.


"whatever.i dont want to hear any other explanations.just forget about it."he answered as if it didnt matter a wee bit.


"you know i still like you,dont you?and its not some excuse.im really stressed up with everything caught in a mess and i think this is the best decision though deep down i dont wish things will turn out like that."she explained.


"it doesnt matter now.its not my problem."he looked away feeling all cold and filled with no emotions.


"can i have a last hug?"she started to tear.


there was a short pause and...
silently, he turned around and walked away.


she was left alone.by that lonely bench crying her eyes and heart out.the wind blowing onto her teary cheeks.the trees seem to sway in silence.everything came to a standstill the moment he left.everything was so swift and silent.it was just like that of a black and white silent motion show that belonged to the past.she was utterly upset.nothing could make her feel better.there was no one who would make her feel alright.no words can be used to console her.she just cried.she didnt know what to do.she sat cross-legged on the small cold bench,sobbing and sobbing.her heart just broke, left in devastation.


**it hurts me everytime it replays over and over within the depths of my soul.it does.it really does.i aint sure why but it seems to all come back now.its painful.that bitterness.that silence.that emotional torment that once tortured my poor soul.bless me father.

ade:s @ Friday, April 08, 2005