sometimes, i wished that while in my busy schedule
i can take a break
a long holiday
to some deserted island
where there is everything there except human
the white sandy beach by the crashing waves
the sun blistering and penetrating down onto my fair skin
me, lazing on my fav hammock and watch the sand sea sky over and over again like some child, spoilt for more swings.
with my fav songs back in the background
i guess i need it, really need a break
to where i aint sure but i sure do need it
i'm being choked
from all that rushing and bustling of the society and country i'm in
i need to live away, somewhere more laid back

was disappointed today tho
as i've always wanted a tattoo and finally after much considerations, i decided to have a small clover leaf and guess wad?
laurel had it...a clover
i wanted it!
it's mine!
now...i'm still thinking of another design..*sighs
strike out that clover idea..
prob a faerie?
no...not nice..hai yah
freakin woman..i wanted it first and i know, sum other ppl besides her might have it and stuff but wtf, anyone can have it except her!
oh man...disappointment
ai yah..cannot accept it ah

dunno ah..damn disappointed ah

anyway..p2 project is really ...
i dun tink i can finish ah
tho my lighting is close to completion and my ndp shaker is close to half done.somehow, i'm worried.darn worried..
as for * h i m --undone too
rather worried for him too..he seem stress but i'm worried if i do help him, i might cause more problems..i better not go irritate * h i m .. :p

oh yah..leo look kinda cute today..
he wore pretty shoes
i'm impressed
very impressed
black long sleeved-tucked out wit a pair of black pants and a pair of nike..+ his usual pair of black-framed nerd glasses
he's never dressed so nicely b4..
cute, darn cute..
damn damn cute...and he smiled to me too..
mmuuaahahhahahaha..
i muzz be M A D

ade:s @ Wednesday, March 16, 2005