by 9 Penang Road, she stood fixed by the traffic light.feeling insecured and totally drained--that sick exhaustion and depression from that daily ritual.her left hand in her warm pocket, her small fingers fumbling over that $1 coin--over and over again.looking lazily down on her dirty white canvas shoes, she wondered how far she could hold on and just how much longer she can continue walking.cars endlessly zoom past right before her.time and tide waits for no man--she knows that, for sure.the world obediently revolves irregardless of how torturing her life may be. she misses spending those lazy afternoons on the patio, basking freely in the radiant sunshine with her canine companion and watching that awesome breath-taking view of nature's glory, when she happily laid herself in her favourite cosy hammock with that ever-so familiar tuscany sunset right before her eyes.her heart desperately yearns for a nautical luxe theme for her next upcoming vacation, the caribbean islands will be her perfect destination.but for now, all she ever want and all she really needs is that abundant bedtime treats that will spoil her and then helplessly lull her to bed.sleep is all she's really attracted to.her only indecent obsession.

ade:s @ Monday, March 28, 2005