aimless:the thought of the cruel future scares my poor soul.there's too much to know, far too much to learn from.leave me back, leave me by the flowing rapids where i may find solace.allow me to be kept by the wonders of nature.banish me from the fast-changing world.growing up has never been so tough--till now, at this very moment.release my soul.grant me peace.grant me freedom.grant me happiness.grant me everything money can never buy.i need them.i need my life back, as a whole.i wanna live as * a d e forever.


** give me the wisdom, the courage and the ability to start work.tomorrow shall be a brand new day, a brand new start for me.that i may live by and survive the goings of tomorrow.i know i can make it.i will and it'll pass in no time//there can be miracles, when i believe.when i have faith..it'll be tough but i'll survive--nobody said it was easy. :-)


[ w o u n d e d ]


lost and broken.hopeless and lonely.smiling on the outside.hurt beneath my skin.my eyes are fading.my soul is bleeding.i'll try to make it seem okay.but my faith is wearing thin.


so help me heal these wounds.they've been open for way too long.help me fill this soul.even though this is not your fault.but I'm open.and I'm bleeding.all over your brand new rug.and I need someone to help me sew them up.


i only wanted a magazine.i only wanted a movie screen.i only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed.and now my mind is an open book.and now my heart is an open wound.and now my life is an open soul for all to see.


but help me heal these wounds.they've been open for way too long.help me fill this soul.even though this is not your fault.that i'm open and i'm bleeding.all over your brand new rug.and I need someone to help me.so you come along.i push you away.then kick and scream for you to stay.coz I need someone to help me.oh I need someone to help me.to help me heal these wounds.they've been open for way too long.help me fill this soul.even though this is not your fault...

ade:s @ Sunday, March 27, 2005