no matter wad, i need it
i really do want it
its killing me
juzzz to noe its hanging somewhere in that heaps of clothing

i'm dying from this stain of pure insanity
its driving me up the ketchup wall
i'm slipping and losing my grip every now and den
it's slowly eating into me
suffused my whole being into some zombie-cal creature
there ain't no humans around
ain't no living creature
juzzz that dumb zombie of mine
that unscruplous soul of the century
uhhhh...actually what are you talking about
there ain't no meaning
no black and white
no grey
juzz gone
when emptiness befalls
in that silent danger lurking darkness
when good turns evil
and evil losing its mind to the unbelievable state

i'm beginning to lose every single memory living in the depths within me
i'm juzz rapidly losing my sense of reaction to this cruel and lustful world
time lingers on
and silence has always been my constant companion
the angel of my nightmare has arrived
and away i go
into the misery of cruising off down the empty wide lanes
good night

ade:s @ Friday, February 18, 2005