::lost in me::
::thoughts of shattered dreams::
::memories of fading reality::
::tears of the past::
::dread of unending sorrows::
::laughter of silly thoughts::
::dreams of impossibility::

::urban living::

::absorbed in a world of mine::
::only me::
::only heart-beat::
::only soul::
::only feeling::

::there ain;t no tears::
::ain;t no pain::
::ain;t no sorrows::
::ain;t no joy::
::ain;t no laughter::
::ain;t no mystery::
::ain;t no pressure::
::ain;t no love::
::ain;t no peace::
::ain;t no violence::
::ain;t no temptation::

::lifeless::
::dreamless::
::sleepless::
::moodless::
::weightless::

::completely free::
::empty::
::gone::

::for life is like a bird soaring high in the sky::
::like the patch of grass that sways in the wind::
::the flow of unending water streams::

::a world in which consists only of hate::
::revenge::
::anger::
::aggression::
::isolation::
::emptiness::
::loneliness::

::i am who i am::
::i will be who i wanna be::
::i love who i loved to be::
::i believe who i believe to be::

in such a harsh environment, i'm beginning to feel inhumane.
i've lost all forms of curiousity.
all forms of sympathy.
compassion.
there's nothin left for me to stop and think.
a time for reflection.
a time for myself.
a time for wonder-ment.
a time to find myself.
the real me.
for time and tide waits for no man.





ade:s @ Saturday, October 09, 2004