have you ever curled up in bed at night and begin to wonder what if tomorrow never comes?

have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

have you ever felt so cold and lifeless when u wake up in the middle of the night?

have you ever screamed and felt as if no one could hear you?

have you ever wondered why you are borned you and not me?

have you ever wondered how it would feel to jump off a building?

have you ever felt that today was the past?

have you ever wanted wings to break away from where you are?

have you ever feared the looming darkness, when loneliness and emptiness befalls you?

have you ever felt that the world was all against you?

have you ever felt so upset that you wished you could just die?

have you ever wondered why man was created and put into this cycle of misery?

have you ever wondered why dinosaurs were extinct?

have you ever wondered if we were created yesterday and given a history of make-up childhood?

have you ever felt the way that i do?

have you ever realised i was there to wonder?

**i've been wondering and it feels lifeless, utterly numb ++

ade:s @ Saturday, October 09, 2004