had a rather strange encounter tis morning, yesterday actualli (19th Oct). walked to Sam's house bus stop there to catch 854. @ the bus stop. dere was tis man. he kept staring @ my shirt cozzz it was some youth ministry tink for some worship tink (dunno from which church but wadever, i got it for free from my mom's x-boss). den he suddenly walked towards me and asked, "Girl, which church are u from?" i was like tinkin...*wads ur damn problem..i'm goin to be late and the damn bus is not here and wad? u are tryin to cough up a conversation wit me? u tink i wan to tok to u...bald guy.but obviously i didn't say that ah...too rude~so i answered, "i got it free" (now, when i replay and think thru, i tink like my answer seems rather irrelevant ah..hee hee :p den he juzz nod his head.

a while later, he suddenly say.."Girl, u muzz drink more water"
in my heart i was like, *u mean i look pale? i tink i'm workin too hard eh?
den i juzz nodded.

he cont,"you muzz cut down on oily food"
i begin to think, *so wad are u tryin to say? i'm fat huh?
den i simply nodded again.

he cont,"you muzz cut down on chocolates"
den i felt super insulted, i was so furious..deep down inside me i was like, *eh...HELLO UNCLE..u wan say me fat juzz say..no need go one round den shoot me rite?
so i was a lil pissed and simply refuse to say anytink and cont to juzz nod my head.

so..he cont and say.."when u apply medicine on ur face, dun rub cozz it'll spread..juzz pat and try not to squeeze them..leave them alone"
when i heard dat i was like...*so..all the while u were tokin bout my face..lucky i can tahan..if not, i would haf punched u straight in the face sia~ wwahahahhaha

but to come and tink about it now, i tink he's like some god-sent angel yah? i mean in broad-daylight, whu would wan to come tok to a stranger whu simply is not related to u and tell u bout wad u shld do bout ur complexion rite? i mean he's not even a doc...he's juzzz someone who has been thru teenage life and is juzzz sharin it wit a stranger like me..i should feel thankful instead. yup~ nice guy..will remember tis incident~

anyway..was late today..supposed to be @ work @ 12pm but arrived onli @ round 12.10pm.anyway..go find my beloved, said "HI" and told her bout dat incident.den went to haf lunch wit Xueqi.after her lunch, went to see Damien (considered as my supervisor) eat..den later he drove Xueqi and me to the warehouse.

the warehouse was a lil better then the previous times i went to.cozz it was a diff one and it had AIRCON and FANS! waahhh...when i went in, my eyes was glued to the ceiling..see got aircon or fans..POWER~ super happy but later when my eyes shifted downwards to the goods i was like...WAD THE FARK! SO MESSY! ai yoh~

the warehouse was
- 5x the size of my bedroom.
- 8x messier than my room(when deadlines were round da corner)
- i had to put in 10x the amt of energy i used for my room to clear the goods.

OMG~ i feel super dead now...felt like ENERGIZER @ the warehouse..non-stop sia..such a big mess and wad..onli 2 gurls doin! 2 GURLS! tis is ill-treatment..Damien wans my life~ i knew it! Since the last time he ill-treated me..let me recall..
*he put on tis boxin gloves for kids which was sellin @ the atrium @ Causeway and yes, he walked up to me, smiling away and den he punched me.straight in the cheek.
it's bloody painful..imagine the strength of a grown-up 20+ guy..punchin a small petite cute lil gurl like me~ and u'll nv guess it.rite immediately after that sudden punch..i fell ill.had fever..stupid Damien muzz haf punched one of my vein or artery dat caused my fever! :~(

anyway..Damien can't wait for me to die actualli.today i was all squeezed up @ the back of his "car" wit all the cardboxes and he was actualli so pleased and smiling with satisfaction when to see me all feakin squeezed up..toopid Damien! I HATE U!

ok enuff of all dat..i'm tink my life is realli bitter, always the target for abuse.whether it is in sec skool with all that nicknames and being all short and fat or it is at work esp. with Damien dat toopid POOH UNCLE and thomas or in poly..(can't believe that kelvin, kai ren and alex and possibly derric are now startin to plan on how they are goin to dump me into the rubbish chute durin graduation..the thot of bein in the chute wit a lock to ensure i can't get outta it realli scared me! imagine all that cockroaches and lizards and the smell of all that spray mount and spray cans and..EEEEeeeeee..HILMI, SARAH, SHAN...SAVVVEEEEEeeee MMMMMEEEEeeeeee! S.O.S!)okok..i tink i shall be a swit lil angel next sem..hope they'll cleanly forget bout it and i'll be let-off.*cross-fingers*

okok...time to sleep! gotta work @ 1pm...wit my beloved..oh my beloved SARAH....finalli we are workin together! waaahahahahha :p so excited..can u, at tis moment, smell the amt of fun and farts we are goin to haf tomolo? wwwahahahahha...

ade:s @ Wednesday, October 20, 2004