Phew~ juzz heave a sigh of relieve. yup, juz got the news~ DEADLINE EXTENDED! i can breathe...wooo...fresh air come on..get shuffed into my nose! i'm revived! i'm alive! i can survive~

yup, horrible. awesome-ly horrible..i feel like dirt. got like 2 deadlines last week and an interview thingy. i tink i juzzz anyhow bang for product engineering. woo..for colors i've got an "A" for my clogs! and one pair was chosen by Richard Wee (the master of colors!) for a design space exhibition. *aku proud proud* wwaahahahhaha

supposed to have caid's deadline today. but got extended til tomolo. as for tomolo's PCOMDI Journal and PIDP1, PIDP1 was extended! :p so glad...as for PCOMDI..i'm done le! juzzz dat design philosophy crap and i'm D O N E!

didn't really sleep last night..super exhausted. got home @ 11+ drilled my toopid hole all thanx to my "KU KU" if not i'll prob make the biggest mistake in my life. den got settled down @ 12+ and started sanding my stick. sand til about 3+ felt super tired already but i believe that i'll perserve so i held on..sprayed primer and sand and sprayed again and sand...my fingers were like so sore :( den til bout 7+ i like so so tired and my backbone so pain le..den i tell myself..close my eyes for awhile relax relax den the next tink i knew it was 8am le.got a lil worried cont sanding for awhile but exhaustion beat me. i drifted off to lala land and @ 10am..i was awaken by my papa's cough..i jumped out of bed.so panic..i was feelin super panicky! cont to spray last coat of primer den away i went...sprayin paint.den was like 12+..got so panic again..so anxious..super worried not in time to take pics of my stick...called a few ppl to ask whether they could lend me their digicam...it's amazing how when u are pushed to a dead-end corner @ dat time and none, none of my frens actually had a digicam.common phrase, "huh?ai yah my father took it!" or "ai yah..spoil..so sorry but i goin to get it repaired tomolo"..wah biang..disappointed sia..dunno is excuse or wad..but ai yah..nvm lah..i'm not someone who's so fussy over crap like dat..if u got heart to lend..i'll be more than thankful..if u dun haf..haizzz den nvm ah..soon, ur day will come when u desperately need sometink and no one seems to be of much help.

Anyway..yup, i told myself, "nvm,i can do it the old traditional way..i depend on no one but myself" so i juzz whack, took pics den i went to Serangoon Nth Ave 1 there, go develop under the fast think den i waited 1 hr. yes, 1 hr. bloody long..i was about to doze of when it started to drizzle. den later i met Sam, got my fotos and took a bus home wit her.

Got home, toopid scanner was a lil disobedient. kept shuttin down after scanning one pic. Got so frustrated, i juzzz closed my eyes and yes, u bet, i fell asleep.Woke up an hour later to discover i was lying on the floor.started to panic again den faster chop chop try and restart com all over again..den when i was juzzz about to start on my powerpt for the boards."PIDP1 DEADLINE EXTENDED" haizzz felt glad at first but now like a lil stupid..rush like a mad dog den anyhow whack den now u tell me like dat..so how? they'll haf higher expectations huh? die? am i suppose to re-do it..fark man! i cannot tahan already ah..i juzz do wad i can to improve ah..i'll do my best yah?

okie i need to relax relax a bit..gotta loosen up.goin for my dinner now..den a nice warm bath, followed by a series of tv shows and finally gettin settled down with the last bit of my PCOMDI and my powerpt board..so tomolo can go peace-centre print...ta ta folks! wish me luck! :p

ade:s @ Thursday, September 30, 2004