ello ppl..ello there?so how?u peeps mizzed all the entertainment eh? waaahhahahah..i'm back (temporary) guess wad..was sloggin my guts out for the past freakin days doin work like shit..treated like inhumans,left to clear all those fuckin work of mine.felt pissed @ times but a lil sense of accomplishment now tho there's still a long way out there for me to roam into.had PIDP1 crit today.as expected, gerald didn't say much.wanted me to go consult more lecturers.so how?i took dat critical step.yup!i dared myself.i took that huge risk.i consulted helen.i guess i like sucked.i tink my sketches sucked.i tink she nearly fainted but persisted cozzz she didn't wanna disappoint me i guess.but wad the hell..i tink i should go improve myself.seriously.i tink it's time i realli get down to serious business.i dun wanna be a dumbo when it comes to me when i'm yr 3.i wan to be someone great.great for nobody but myself.actually, wad i'm tryin to say is i wanna be good as in-in my own eyes..i wan to see my own improvements.to hell with other ppl's comments or views.i dun wanna be some top student shit and haf an empty shell.i wanna be someone i'm happy to be.in my own world...to lead my dreamy, invincible life~

*yes.i.am.that.baby.paper.d o l l i e.in.my.everchanging.world++

i love myself too much to be hated.so i might as well love myself and live each day for no one but myself.to hell with relationships.to hell with wad ppl tink about me.to hell with ppl whu hates me..i like me! I LIKE, U LIKE? I LIKE WAD~

wwwaahahahhahaha..juzz love life like dat..makes me feel so free and alive.feel so great~ everything's within my reach and all i gotta do is *S T R E T C H! wwwaahahahahha...
i tink i'm obsessed.yup~ self-obsession! :p

gotta go do my other stuff now~ and of course i gotta do wad i love most!ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


ade:s @ Tuesday, August 17, 2004