went to meet keith today. went hunting for my ideal shoes but it could not be found. had lunch wif keith instead and i bought a white canvas shoe. proceeded to shan's place where paradise #2 was..it was a rather quiet wan @ her place. sarah and shan were sleepin..khris was staring out of the window in deep thoughts and i was busy painting..painting cow spots on my shoe. looks rather nice and out of the world. thankful, amazed and satisfied.

gotta wait for keith's call now cozz he promised to call tonite. gotta help him do some stuff..on his subs timetable. poor boy, fell so sick, he couldn't go to skool to take his exams..and so? he ended up takin subs. poor tink~ he muz haf over-worked! an advise or two..[dear beloved boy of mine, stop smoking ur lungs out..do u noe it's killing u? live long. remember da deal @ 40! u promised fucker~ dun lie coz lying ain't good and so does dat freakin cigrette of urs do any better. seeing u smoke gets on my fuckin nerves. stop smoking! do u noe tar kills? ur teeth are so yellow now, it scares me! well, if u love it so much..juz smoke ur life away wif "golden" teeth! serves u right bloody dumbo~ take it or leave it bugger! it's all in the damn mind++]

**DAY 4 (NITE) W/O KHAI & XIAO PENG~
do u tink they are missing us too?
will they miss our voice?
will they miss the yaking we had every single night?
i'm pondering, pondering, pondering..

ade:s @ Monday, May 17, 2004