words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
black dress black birks new tees levis jeans new skirt issey miyake tanning at sentosa
a trip to the zoo a trip to the night safari a trip to mount faber
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue nua-ing on comfy cushions
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Was a rather packed day. Didn't even had the mood to eat! Damn unlucky..muz remember da date-5th April 2004. Guess wad happened.
Early in the morning. Overslept, nvm..it's ok.
Went to draw money from da skool's ATM machine. Out of $10 change, so had to draw out $50 instead. (nvm, i can take dat. As usual, da machine is a DAMN SHITTER )
Went to the canteen, wanted to get sum sandwiches, hungry like hell, but unfortunately, WAS GREETED BY A LONG, NV ENDING Q. (ok..i accept dat..doesn't matter, i can stand hunger.) So i bought a mocha instead.
Went to the studio, den later to da darkroom. Can't find any dry containers and rollers. Irritated but in the end finally got it.
Waited outside "THE DOOR" for like 15 mins. Waitin for the ppl in there to get their shit done, so i can get in there and do my stuff. Finally went in wif 2 VSC guys.
The roll of film got stuck in the idiotic roller. Took it out like for more den 6 times. The 2 VSC guys were oso struggling to help mi. Den finally, when i was on the verge of breakin down, the roll of film finalli found it's way thru and thank god for the 2 VSC guys. If not for them..i tink i would juz die inside, in *TEARS.
Happily went to develop my roll of film. Got all the chemicals mixed nicely. Was about to finish when i noticed sumtink fishy. My roll of film seem diff. Took it out and discovered purplish spots on my film! SHIT! Da film had problems! IDIOT~ Sum of my pics were ruin. SUXXxx..DAMN UNLUCKILY. Can't accept tis. I've nv failed. Had like 5 successful attempts and den..instead of being a pro, i was like a FAILURE~ (managed to get sum help from Brian and i managed to calm myself down.
Sarah called. I went back to da studio, to see Mimi. Was asking him along and yup, as tho it was all planned, i spilled my mocha. Drips of it on my table and bag. STUPID CLUMSY FINGERS.
Cleaned it all up and den proceeded to the canteen to meet Shan and Sarah. Ate sandwiches and later went to darkroom to do my contact print. Shared the lens wif Wei Fang. Sumtink happened again--I TRIPPED in da darkroom~ Luckily it was all dark, no one saw dat! GOODNESS GRACIOUS! SSUUXXXxxx...utterly sucky! :~(
During French class, was like "scolded" by CAROLYN.." Adelene, it's so unlike u, to ask such a stupid question!" IDIOT, so embarrassing! EXCUZE MOI..i'm clarifying my doubts!...Can u at least dun be so sarcastic?
Went to da canteen after French. Sarah ask mi to help her get a fork and a pack of chilli sause from da Western Food Stall. I went there and u noe wad? Da uncle ignored mi! Simply ignore me, as if i was all INVISIBLE! ARGHHhhhhh..
On da way home in the bus, gastric showed up. I was in pain, desperately wanted to throw up. HORRIBLE~ Totally SUCKY!!!
After wad u haf read, dun u ppl tink dat sumtimes ur life can realli be so yucky and unlucky? Oh..i juz hope it wouldn't happen again! AAARRGGGHHHhhh...