Supposed to be in skool today but there was no lesson today--CONSULTATION day for BASIC PHOTOGRAPHY~ Lazy to go to skool! Tired..Last nite i started on my Drawin Fund. Had like 7 hands now. Not bad eh~ Now still got the nature side to draw den i think i should be more or less ok for next week's CONSULTATION wif *NANCY! HHHmmm..Slept rather late last nite. Slept @ 2 and dear dear mi! I woke up onli @ 1pm! POWER~ So refreshed now. I can actualli go party and wun ever get exhausted. I'M HYPER HYPER NOW! SUPER HYPER! ha ha ha...

But..i'm stuck now, in front of tis pathetic..ANYTIME WILL SHUT DOWN com--tryin to do my research on da HISTORY OF KEVLAR, HISTORY OF POLYCARBONATE and on ARAMID FIBER. Sickening..Feel rather stressed up being in da same group as Uncle Kelvin. To be honest, feel like i'm about to explode anytime. But to think about it, though may be a little more stressed up being in Uncle Kelvin's group, i think it's oso quite good. At least i'm workin, at least i know i'm on the right track, at least i wun save all these research til da end when the doomsday period is approaching and den be like some "KAN CHIONG SPIDER" like wad actualli happen to my sculpture for last semester. I should be real greatful to Uncle Kelvin. And i realli mean it! THANX for pushing me UNCLE KELVIN! THANX!!! :)

So now, i'm a little better off..Still left wif onli the HUMAN CENTERED PROJECT, BASIC PHOTOGRAPHY (which consists of 2 parts), MATERIAL & PROCESSES (the doing of the toy--GOTTA EAT KINDER SURPRISE!WWooo..*CHOCOLATES!). Yup..dats about it and oh yah--My french homework. DIE lah..For french.. now dunnoe wad she tokin about. Last lesson on Mon i onli manage to understand-- gauche, droite and tout droit. DIE lah..DIE DIE DIE. If got final test, i muz not forget what i have learnt! There's dix, vingt, trente, quarante, soixante and yah..wadever-- AAARRRGGGHH! Hope i realli pass tis subj so i wun waste 4 CREDIT UNITS! die lah..So scared.

That day my Daddy was like.."Girl, wad do u tink? End of tis year we go Toulouse or Paris ok?" And i was like, "HUH? Why? Why go there? Can don't? Why not go to Thailand then i can meet up with my thai frens, Pitiporn and Puri. Den we can shop til we drop. As if we are gonna stay there for good." My Daddy juz answered," No lah. Wad for? You noe how to speak French right. So if we go to France, then i wun haf to worry. You'll help us translate." ------I was STUNNED totally STUNNED. WAD? MI? FRANCE? FRENCH? die..CANNOT MAKE IT! RATHER DIE DEN GO THERE AND LET PPL TINK I'M SUM IDIOT. HOW? I can understand wad they say if they speak slower but if i wanna answer them. NO NO NO! DIE~ HOW? Shit man. If onli Sarah is goin with me, prob we can figure it out together and laugh at all da stupid stuff that are comin out of out mouths...

Year threes are graduating soon..OOOHHH..so fast. So worried for them. So fast yah. Time juz flies. Goodbye guys. No more seeing u ppl in the studio @ level 6, no more seeing u ppl in front of the com @ da cad lab, no more seeing u all comin down da stairs to level 5 to answer nature's call, no more seeing u peeps eating in the canteen, no more meeting u ppl or NAS in da lift when we'll juz look @ each other and prob giggle, no more seeing u peeps in da workshop, all sloging ur guts out. NO MORE--NO MORE...ooohhh..i'm gonna miz u ppl! sob sob. :~( Though we were not as close, dun realli hang out together or wad so ever, i can safely say Sarah and i will miz u ppl's presence. We've got like so used to lookin up to level 6 whenever u peeps walk pass. THINGS WILL CHANGE BUT WE STILL GOTTA MOVE ON. It's onli a matter of time. Soon, it'll be my turn. HATE IT! I juz hate stuff like dat. Stuff like parting coz it realli makes me all upset and teary. Afraid that things will turn out juz like da [3some] and me. HATE IT~ Juz hate dat kind of unfamiliar distant feelin. It juz make me wanna DIE and regret being frens with u. (coz if it didn't start, then we wouldn't have to part)..k lah gotta go do my stuff now. Feelin realli sad now. But i juz wanna say..*ALL THE BEZ TO U YEAR 3s..GOOD LUCK and I'M GONNA MIZ U PPL! TAKE CARE AND DO COME BACK! :)

ade:s @ Thursday, March 18, 2004