words to make me smile
actions that make me happy
thoughts that make me fly up
away into the clear blue sky
ade hearts . goodnights
may all the twinking wonders
of the empty night
keep you safe & sound
till the break of dawn..
this season;s wishlist
black dress black birks new tees levis jeans new skirt issey miyake tanning at sentosa
a trip to the zoo a trip to the night safari a trip to mount faber
stars gazing
indulge in dark choc fondue nua-ing on comfy cushions
i want you to notice
when i;m not around
because i love thee...
Saturday, January 31, 2004
<-PERHAPS, PERHAPS, PERHAPS-> ADE
PERHAPS FROM THE VERY START, I'VE NEVER TRULY LOVED HIM,
PERHAPS HE WILL NEVER TRULY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM,
PERHAPS HE WILL NEVER BE CALLED "MINE",
PERHAPS WE GOT TO FIND THE HARD WAY OUT,
PERHAPS WE WILL NEVER EVER BE MEANT TO BE,
PERHAPS ALL THAT I SHOULD THINK OF IS JUZ--PERHAPS PERHAPS PERHAPS--
PERHAPS HE DID FALL IN LOVE WITH ME,
PERHAPS HE WANTED ME SO BADLY FOR HIMSELF,
PERHAPS HE WANTED ME TO BE "HIS GURL",
PERHAPS HE WISHED FOR US TO BE AS ONE,
PERHAPS HE DESPERATELY WANNA SHOUT IT ALL OUT,
PERHAPS HE WANTED MI ALL ALONG~
PERHAPS ALL THAT I SHOULD THINK OF IS JUZ--PERHAPS PERHAPS PERHAPS--
PERHAPS I SHOULD NOT HAVE FELL FOR HIM,
PERHAPS IT WAS ALL A DAMN MISTAKE.
PERHAPS IT WAS ALL ALONG FATED, PLANNED BY GOD FROM ABOVE.
PERHAPS FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE, I'LL NEVER KNOW...
PERHAPS ALL THAT I SHOULD THINK OF IS JUZ--PERHAPS PERHAPS PERHAPS--
PERHAPS FOR NOW, I SHOULD ACCEPT THE FACT,
PERHAPS THERE WILL NEVER EVER BE A CHANCE FOR BOTH OF US TO BE CLASSIFIED AS "ONE US"
PERHAPS I SHOULDN'T BE TOO HOPEFUL.
PERHAPS I SHOULD LEARN TO LET HIM GO,
PERHAPS AFTER ALL THIS, I MIGHT COME TO REALISE IT WAS ALL-A *C R U S H...
PERHAPS ALL THAT I SHOULD THINK OF IS JUZ--PERHAPS PERHAPS PERHAPS--